HOLY COW

30 WEEKS!!!

Now that sounds really official and for real.

Things are really happening. Okay, I know they always were, but when we say you are making your appearance in like 2 months WOW that is just nuts.

But with that being said, I am definitely feeling pregnant. My belly is so big it feels like it can’t possibly stretch anymore. I can no longer see my toes. I still refuse to buy maternity clothes though.

Who cares if the bottom of my belly hangs out of my shirts right?!?

Sleep has become something of the imagination. You are just too heavy to get comfortable. Yes, I am sorry but you weigh a ton. On my little 5’3 body, this massive basketball that you have become feels enormous! I still love you to death, but instead of carrying you on my belly, I am really looking forward to throwing your tiny body on my hip instead. It’s a good thing sleep is just a figment of my imagination because the amount of times I am up to pee in the middle of the night, I may need your wet proof crib to lay on.

But it is bitter sweet.

Every time I get up in the night I am annoyed I’m up but then I get to walk by your room. All I picture is sitting there with you.

It will be magic.

Your Dad and I went on an adventure this week….Babies R Us. We basically walked into this store full of baby stuff, stood there, stared for a bit, and left. That was one overwhelming trip. We went in for a stroller and a car seat and anything else we felt we needed right away. We left with something to hopefully help me sleep (a belly wedge) and a change pad for you. Yes, it was a very unsuccessful trip and to top it off the wedge pillow we bought to help me sleep didn’t end up working.

Defeated!

So this week we are making a list of everything we need immediately when you come home so we are at least a little prepared. Then we are making it happen no matter what.

Other than all my complaints this week, nothing new to report.

We love you baby M…more than you could possibly even know.